I had wanted to share something I had wrote..when it was early into my discovery about what truly happened to my daughter. How upset and angry I was to learn and find out what I did. Although this may seem abit loud, harsh or "matter of fact" ... I still feel it is important to share. Its how I felt at that time. How RAW my feelings were, and how passionate I was and still am about telling the truth about whats really going on and helping our children. Preventing this from happening to future generations and helping those already effected. Please know, I am still angry but the rage has silenced, as my child began to recover and heal, as I watched her get better it got quieter. And as doing what I do has helped me get through what I had to. It helped me to mentally prepare to do what I had to do for my girl to heal. And also, for me to fight and help other parents learn and inform them in hopes to helping make everyone more knowledgeable, and in that helping make better decisions for all your families. I am a stronger person now. You never know how strong you are, until strong is the only option you have.
This is what I wrote back in Sept 2011....
One would think that the FDA would have moved aggressively to remove vaccines that contained mercury from the market immediately. They DID NOT. On July 9, 1999, the American Academy of Pediatrics And the United States public health Service issued a JOINT statement RECOMMENDING the Removal of Thimerosal From vaccines. on May 31,2000, the Food and Drug Administration notified Vaccine manufacturers that Reducing OR Eliminating Thimerosal from vaccines is Merited. However, there has been NO MANDATORY action. These vaccines are STILL IN USE. The FDA continues to ALLOW mercury containing vaccines to REMAIN on the Market......On their own website, the FDA States , "lead, cadmium,and mercury are examples of elements that ARE TOXIC when present-at relatively low levels" How is it that mercury is NOT SAFE for FOOD Additives and Over the counter drug products , but it is Safe in our vaccines and dental amalgams?
~Congressman Dan Burton July 18,2000 Washington DC US House of representatives Committee on Government Reform
Above was From page 48 of Book posted below...
My thoughts My statement:
Now this is a particular FAVORITE of mine...BEFORE my daughter was born THEY KNEW AND DID NOTHING !! I TOLD my doctors about Sabrina's uncle being severely autistic, and how her grandma said it was the vaccines..they said NO NO NO NOT IT ITS A GENE....Sorry...i have been searching far and wide..THERE is NO ONE PARTICULAR GENE to look for , ALL AUTISTIC people DO NOT share a PARTICULAR GENE, You CANNOT get a Blood test and look for Gene 544n or whatever and ..oh my kid will be autistic....NO NO NO....PRE-DISPOSITION .. YES.. Auto immune issues =HIGH RISK Factor aka compromised immune system..also they may however have similar "mutated" , or , DAMAGED genes ....the area where the environmental and neurotoxins have seamed to go ....just as the MRI head scans..Oh PLEASE, one of a typical "NON Damaged" brain, the other an Autistic "Damaged" child's brain ..you will and SHOULD see a difference...Its like the frickin Egg and drug commercial of the 80's..this is your brain on drugs (frying) well this is your brain over toxin-ed /poisoned by heavy metals in those vaccines .plain as day...the main thing that has changed with Autism,ADD, ADHD, environmental allergies, Food Allergies ( Dairy, Peanuts, Eggs, Gluten etc.) gastric disease, Immune disorders..etc in CHILDREN...its the AMOUNT of VACCINES and the INGREDIENTS in them! that have NOT BEEN proven Safe NOR effective!.only proof they leave is 100% Disabling , Injuring and Killing....depending on how that child's body's makeup is (immune system , those genes , if it can process the toxins n fight the diseases injected directly into them, how weak it is or BECOMES from the vaccine is the end result of your child ) ......THERE ARE RED FLAGS to look for, Sabrina had most..i had NO CLUE that her body was telling me....UHHH these shots r not working for my body....Her DOCTOR didn't even recognize or say they were! Obviously they don't exists to him since its a gene disorder....NUTSSSSSS..she could of been saved from MORE harm......I DO NOT WANT ANOTHER MOM ON THE FLOOR CRYING GASPING FOR AIR , ESPECIALLY WHEN ITS UNNECESSARY.......SIMPLE BLOOD PANEL AT BIRTH BEFORE SHOTS WOULD HAVE SHOWED A WEAK IMMUNE AND MITOCHONDRIAL PRESENTATION THERE FORE WOULDN'T OF BEEN VACCINATED....CAUGHT BEFORE THE PROBLEM BEGINS...PREVENTION IS KEY*. this NEEDS to stop .....THIS ANGERS ME TO NO END...THIS IS WHY I DO WHAT I DO....THIS IS MY INSPIRATION AND MOTIVATION , SAVING CHILDREN S LIVES AND FAMILIES FROM BEING DESTROYED. Its a reality that is happening EVERY DAM DAY and Today, in reading I'm BURNED UP and SICK OF THIS!! I have YET to find PROOF that Vaccines do No harm, the only stuff i find is How it harms our bodies , AND how to help recover from injury... that's what this is, brain ,immune & gastric injuries. All these kids are vaccine injured,attacked from the inside out! thats WHY it IS possible to HEAL AND RECOVER them. You CAN Heal and Recover from an Injury, you CAN NOT heal or recover what you are "born with".... that's what this is, brain ,immune & gastric injuries. These kids don't have similar GENES , they have similar INJURIES !! Thats WHY the CDC and Pharma are freaking out..because kids are recovering, PROVING that in fact they were injured from the inside out..vaccine injured. Not every child Can Tolerate these vaccines!! Immune systems are weak...MY CHILD WAS NOT BORN THIS WAY...she WAS born with a weak immune system, I found there are autoimmune disorders in her fathers family...that made her MORE susceptible to Injury as it is with all kids with this back-round also that she has mitochondrial presentation and if she was tested , they would of found it and therefore been exempt from vaccinations. medically exempt...this was man made...we NEED to HEAL our kids and SAVE Generations to come! it will not End Until we Speak out, speak up, and with conviction.....
Here are links to a doctor , Dr. Mayer Eisenstein , who spoke out with his colleges, over the years of their experiences and patients 35,000 children, all UN-Vaccinated , NOT ONE CASE OF AUTISM and 100% HEALTHY !!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Ql9LkGf6ok
http://homefirst.com/
"We have a fairly large practice. We have about 30,000 or 35,000 children that we've taken care of over the years, and I don't think we have a single case of autism in children delivered by us who never received vaccines," said Dr. Mayer Eisenstein, Homefirst's medical director who founded the practice in 1973. Homefirst doctors have delivered more than 15,000 babies at home, and thousands of them have never been vaccinated."
Ya, they agree too. Yes their have been some cases as "born with", but you have to remember, those are of moms whom had vaccines prior and some while pregnant AND other outside environmental factors (toxic air food clothes etc) and also remember, whats given FIRST DAY OF LIFE? Hep B !! SO ITS POSSIBLE the baby was fine till Day one of human injury. some hospitals just give this shot without knowledge of the parent. My eldest was in the hospital for 5 days after birth from swallowing a bit of poop and causing an infection so she was on antibiotics* she had bad reaction to regular formula, and never took to nursing/couldn't get the sucking down, NOW know they administered the Hep B while she was sick! YES! Can you frickin believe that?! ADVERSE effects to this vaccine, sucking/dairy base formula/besides the acne /rash on her face and chest. she became intolerant to reg formula and they put her on soy based because she kept spitting up the last 2 days there aka after the vaccine was given with out my consent.. i know now because i actually called to locate her records from where she was born (in California) and those records showed she was given a vaccine and i NEVER signed nor agreed-ed to it! Amazing part is , is that i am not the only one this has happened to! I have heard this same horror story from other families! so It DOES happen! beware!
Like Dr. Temple Grandin says, there are many ways of thinking...and i too can see things with my mind, pictures that sometimes i may not want to see...think outside the box, the truth is there.
I have been told a few times now I have "Silver Wings" , that would be of a particular kind of guardian angel, one who fights for what right, the under-dog sorta speak. I have been like that through out my life. I have Always, always fought for what I believed in, and i Always needed the backing of truth and logic in all that i ever did especially as an adult. Also I have also always been around children. My sister is 6 yrs younger so I was a little "ma ma' I did it all, I played "teacher" with kids on my block. I babysat, everyone knew me as a kids kid, they would always come to me...and when I got older, it continued into adult hood. In my 20's I used to teach dance to children, again always gravitated to me, always loved me, I've always had complements from parents, thier kids loved me! (not to brag but so you get it lol ) I have been a guardian of many children my whole life...so for me, when this happened to Sabrina, me knowing the little I did, but still voicing it back then and being brushed off or laughed at by doctors, I believed in them, I trusted them, they went to school right? why should i not trust them>? they said to me it was a gene, a single gene she was born with,but yet never ran any blood test OR ever offered ) ...I felt like some one killed me when I found all that I have , I couldn't protect MY OWN...I was NOT told of my rights, about medical waivers or religious ones. I was told oh well here is another shot....Once I got through most of my anger I turned it to motivation and determination to getting to the bottom of this . I decided I was NOT going to sit on my ass no longer, I was still unemployed with no hope of a job in sight. I had the tools and time NOW (back then different story) to look into EVERYTHING I could , I wanted proof of what they said, proof of vaccines safety..proof that this was not the cause...instead all signs pointed to vaccines being the TRIGGER..the TOXIN OVERLOAD. Sabrina WAS tested recently for Gene defects like Fragile X retardation gene they are trying to say is the link and she HAD NONE< NONE < NONE....so i did start digging , have been , and will continue to dig and share what I learned and found to show people the information is legit and its out there! Its becoming more public and mainstream now because this Epidemic as become Out of control..people are finally questioning the intentions of a Pharmaceutical giants whom have NO liability .....MAKE THEM LIABLE, GUARANTEEING the vaccines would ALL be recalled! i BET MY LIFE! We as parents, as Americans have the right to know. So in my own Constitutional liberty i am sharing and spreading we have the right to our own bodies and our children s they can not make you or force you to vaccinate, also what is exactly in these vaccinations and safety testing...(which the most i found was a few months run , our kids, us parents, we the people and generations ARE the test rats! CRAZY !!! so then I created this page in July 2011 with hopes of helping everyone I could all aspects, but most importantly with finding out happened , why and also how help make theses kids feel and be physically and emotionally Better! KNOW ITS NOT YOUR FAULT PERIOD.....
Just know you HAVE A CHOICE , and to DIG for all the information you can, so that YOU will have that FULLY INFORMED CHOICE that i never had..
~ Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending. ~ :=0)
Thats what i have to say and how I FEEL about that......
God Bless......Silver Wings , Mom Warrior Forever
( originally written 9/2011 )
